Girl, Be a pretender, till you'll be what you are . Then, therefore, when you'll not pretend any more, (= no more have to endure(hold) 'the shadow' for you : as a 12 yo boy/girl in your own - 'in your mind') you can get something, 'it', so called a 'inner_peace', for a good sleep. peacefully. - 'Grau the TURD' 그것이 꼭 사랑에 대한 것만이 아닐지라도. 스스로..